Kenson God of Simplicity

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I Hate...

I HATE ... when the sun dont shine when i need it
I HATE ... when the sky dont rain when i need it
I HATE ... when i need to buy something that i've hunger for so long and something else come into my way
I HATE ... when im telling people it should be the way but they never listen
I HATE ... when im playing my ps1 and the disc broken in the mid of the game
I HATE ... when i want to go for holiday and my situation doesnt allow it
I HATE ... when im rushing and everyone seems to blocking my way
I HATE ... when i plan to buy something but my money doesnt allow it
I HATE ... when i want to eat something but it's not available
I HATE ... when i want to sleep but i couldnt
I HATE ... when im childish but i have to become mature
I HATE ... when my age increasing
I HATE ... when i have a bad hair day
I HATE ... when pimples keep pop out from my face
I HATE ... when people suppose to queue but they arent
I HATE ... when people keep messing up my life
I HATE ... when people keep telling me what to do with my life
I HATE ... when i feel boring
I HATE ... when i miss my favourite tv show because of stupid reasons
I HATE ... when people staring me like im an idiot
I HATE ... when i wake up it's early in the morning
I HATE ... when im off but i still have to do other people things
I HATE ... when im caught in jam for few hours
I HATE ... when my room is not clean
I HATE ... when im suppose to updating my blog but im not

Friday, October 23, 2009

Moving Forward

It's been awhile since I last updated my blog. It's all because I dont have the Internet access. Somemore, Im getting lazy to write my blog. Now I have another direction of life. Even though it's not new but at least I hope that it can change my life. We never know what will happen in the future. What we can do is to treasure the time we have now. Everything was good so far. Nothing much to shout out. This is a short update of my life right now! Hopefully in the future everything will be unforgetable!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Biggest Dxck and Bxxbs!! Adult Content Warning

Im starting to getting lazy to write my blog. Almost everything I do also wont last long. Haihz...it's kinda makes me feel disappointed with myself. Before this, I record down all my expenses. So, at least in the end of month I know where I spend my money and where I spend it the most. But now, it has been neglected and I havent used it for awhile. Anyway, today it will just be a short update because I wanna share a picture that I've got from the Internet. I know it's fake but who cares. Well, my title says it all - Adult Content Warning. View it at your own risk!!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Emotion

Suddenly, I felt like writing a post, expressing what Im feeling right now. It's a mixture feeling of depressed and sad. I really dont know what's going on with me. I have been thinking a lot about my life, my future. Before this I have always thinking about it but until today...I started to feel scared. It's funny how people used to complaint about their life even though they already have what they need. People never learn satisfied.

I opened my facebook and I happened to see a video that I thought that I should share with all my friends. Here it is. After I saw this video, I learn not to give up no matter what happen in the future. This women inspires me.

She was born without both arms but she never give up on her life. She can do everything with her feet. Washing, cooking, working...u named it.

We dont have to care what other people think about us. The most important is what we think about ourselves. I used to care what other people think about me but now I dont give a damn. Trying to become perfect for other people will only end up hurting and losing your own self. We need to learn how to love ourselves then only we can love other people. Put yourself first before others because we cant satisfied all the people. So, why trying so hard to please others until we forget to please ourselves? When you are feeling down, look around you. You have people who will support you. Your family, your friends, your partner.

I am who I am and I'll always be

Monday, September 28, 2009

Finally..

Almost one week I cant online and I miss my internet so much...Stupid internet was down few days ago and modem was broken. Today only Im able to online to check my friendster, my facebook and my blog. I missed out a lot of things. Now only I realise how important internet in my life. Haha.. Days without internet was so frustrating. Sitting at home and nothing to do. Came back from work then went to sleep. One week ago I went to Terminal One to buy ff7 and ff8 ps1 games. I was so happy because finally Im able to find the games. The stupid ff7 game turned out to be in black and white!! Black and white!! Furthermore, ff8 played until half way then jammed. I was so pissed off. So, I went back to the shop and changed the disc. In the end, both games turned out to be the same. ff7 - black n white, ff8 - jammed at the same time. Wtf!! I went back again to change ff8 since ff7 still can play and guess what..the so called person in charge [stupid old hag] of the shop said cannot change for me because she can only change 1 time. Somemore, she said this is not our problem if the games cannot played. This is what you get when you buy pirated games. I was damn angry. Dont expect me to go back to the shop. Never!!

Before this internet and modem problem, now the laptop also want to create problem. Always jammed. I restart few times only I can post this blog. Finally, I give up and I dont want to write anymore. Just end this and go to bed. Fuck!

Monday, September 21, 2009

Raya Day

Few days ago, my cousin came to Seremban to celebrate Hari Raya with me. She said it had been a long time since the last time she celebrated Hari Raya. So, she decided to drop by and taste my friend's mom cooking. After we had our meal, we decided to go out for a walk around Seremban. At first, we went to Jusco in Seremban 2. It was damn packed with people. Then we decided to change to another place. So, we went to Terminal 1. The first thing I did was looking for my ff7 ps1 game. I rushed to the shop hoping that I could find the game. I bought the ff7 game 3 times but all ended up missing somewhere. I browsed through all the game that they have which they placed inside a box. Thank God, I found the game. My ff7 ps1 game. Not only that, I was able to found ff5 and also ff8. Since Im a ff fan, I decided to buy all three games. RM10 for 4 CDs. I think that's quite cheap. I bought 3games for RM20 - 3Cds for ff7, 4Cds for ff8 n 1CD for ff5. Im not really interested in ff8 but I buy it also because I wanted to collect all the ff version. Im actually wanted to buy a ps2 but for the moment it's too expensive for me.

Well, that's the only thing other than buying some stationaries for my work. So, we headed to Terminal 2 for movie - Final Destination. There were few movies that actually attracts me - Gamers, G-force and Final Destination but in the end I chose Final Destination over the other two. The movie starts at 5.15 and we still have 1 hour to go. Therefore, we decided to go for a meal. I was shocked to find that there were actually Station 1 in Seremban - the first ever Station 1. I have never been to Station 1 before even though last time I stayed at KL and the Station 1 is just nearby my flat. So, this time I decided to pay a visit to Station 1. I dont know whether it's because of their service or they not enough workers, we need to find our own place to sit. It was full with people and no one there to assist us. In the end, we get our own place to sit. We ordered some drinks, foods and some snacks. For mine, I ordered Chicken Maryland and honestly it was a total disaster. The meat was so hard, oily and no taste at all. One word to describe - disappointment.

First Station 1 in Seremban - located in Terminal 2

This is my Chicken Maryland. Looks nice but the taste...

My bill

This things remind you of what?

Next to Station 1 was Marrybrown. Inside Marrybrown they have a place for children to play. What I shocked was it was filled with those who are not Marrybrown's customer. Those children just went inside play and then get out. I dont really understand some of the people over there. Aren't they feel ashamed? The place is designed for their customer and not for others shop customer who just go inside and play and then left. After that, we went for a movie. Seriously, this Final Destination was not my favourite season especially the ending.